Justinfication Sabbatical
When you look at something you wrote in the past, you shouldn’t cringe when you read it. Similar to when you look at old pictures of yourself.
The whole idea of the title, “Justinfication” was to explain my thoughts and ideas. Initially, I thought I had a new outlook that only a few could relate to, and that it was worth sharing. The vision of “Justinfication” was to blog/write on my perspective… a perspective that I felt had no voice.
Ugh…. how emo of me.
Personally, reading these posts all over again….months later…years later….It annoys the hell of me.
When I started blogging/writing, I realized that I had ‘a ways to go’ in my philosophies and beliefs. It seems like I knew that I wasn’t where I needed to be. It seemed that I wasn’t even on the path to get there either.
I did expect myself to grow up [although I wasn't ready for it], but to have my naivete documented [particularly online] makes me feel quite vulnerable now. I suppose it’s a testimony…in a way…so therefore, I won’t delete this blog all together.
I do recognize that not everything I wrote was wrong or dishonorable….but even the ideas I tried to justified were based on the wrong thing in the first place. I appreciate the ‘co-signs’…and even moreso, the rebuttals. Due to recent personal developments, i.e. Bible study, I’ve come to an awakening of what really matters.
For those who have read along, thanks for your support, but I ask that you move along as well.
In a way, the issue in the first place was ingrained in the title.
Until then…
John 3:16
